第四十一章口是心非
  张乐逾瞧她眼睛通红,把戒指塞到她手上,连忙把人又抱到怀里。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>8jbh2fvx1s7q9uacde6hmwc0pmjztian4sk5fdiu</blockquote>
  “怎么又哭了?”声音又是无奈又是温柔。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>wb7pzgpdkolcdhm5jez8r4qusam0i9nytncqrvgx</blockquote>
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  谢笛觉得跟她闹别扭的张乐逾十分讨厌,跟她认错道歉的张乐逾也让人讨厌,跟她说结婚的张乐逾也很讨厌,现在极具温柔问她“怎么又哭了”的张乐逾也特别讨厌。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>vphdsi6fcvntcqr1ytj0ldroeufugm3akpasiw7b</blockquote>
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  张乐逾这会真理解不了谢笛的心情。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>zeyekmft5dorc7kic3wzlaonp2g81mqubvgxsn4v</blockquote>
  “不都算和好了吗?”<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>exp27mnbiymj1gai3jaok05yd4cfrhfu9e6otlww</blockquote>
  谢笛故意把脸上的眼泪往他身上蹭:“谁说和好了?”<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>icpgwnturgmnf3q2vq9ajehbksc0js5yxbefl6i1</blockquote>
  “刚刚不是不生气了吗?”<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>bweg2aw7jrumem0yoyrhk5n1tx9fuaqi4tsokvd8</blockquote>
  “谁说我不生气了?”<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>eljzytmva0lq91nz3wio5d6bbkd2wnjur8vmseyt</blockquote>
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  “戒指都收了,就代表你答应我了。”<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>vgwoitqrpf0rjazolqb4i8kcg1yf7ntex5eabhxd</blockquote>
  “谁说我答应了?”<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>hqbioiqlc42bz6ran8jdyfgde1c9w5lsskvwaxyt</blockquote>
  “没答应那戒指还给我。”张乐逾故意在她耳边逗她。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>kpfsjw9vgnccbdofilhzgsh4u1qujepmxo27etxi</blockquote>
  谢笛没回答,却把手中微小的东西攥得更紧,这王八蛋真敢收回去看她谢笛今天不锤死他。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>b2fx5mlcdcruk8wvx0ib79rqsmzewsgiq1jlueot</blockquote>
  结果这王八蛋真的拿起她的手,从指缝里摸索她的手心。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>4nilfyapzvkopzqmutmvww0c3nbgf2jh9g8uqssx</blockquote>
  谢笛生气归生气,这正经事上可不马虎,好不容易等到张乐逾跟她“求婚”,眼瞧猎物马上要掉坑里,怎么可能会放走。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>pc5mxm7nxw8vl3dbt2fz1qhyvgasfw6khdrsugbr</blockquote>
  她下了狠劲攥着手,张乐逾摸了半天都没能打开她的手,又气又笑:“还以为你不想呢?”<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>kv0snxl6iwmo3frjhjpua5a2y8foctekucqrhey1</blockquote>
  谢笛的私心表露得太明显,他这么一说,谢笛羞恼,直接对着他摊开手。很不高兴地抿着嘴:“对啊,不想。”看他要怎么收回去。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>h07bl1unxa5cod3n2wdgiftvkftbppqjwc69zuim</blockquote>
  张乐逾看她气得脸鼓鼓的,十分可爱,把她手心的戒指拿起来,握着她的无名指,往指跟套弄。连亲两口她的脸:<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>ma02pwkqz9vsauefy8yo1bhjgbxkeophjxndldml</blockquote>
  “口是心非。”<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>p2rqyi6hdjhc34mu1ftkzorgazdkstvxwa7oplbe</blockquote>
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  张乐逾开车。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>6n2j5hcyfkpwat8gqieygcw7fxkl0sdiu41vumdj</blockquote>
  一路上,谢笛只看窗户,不看他。保持这样的姿势久了,张乐逾透过后视镜望她。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>v9ylcmde0bnstgugh1knq7u2oxfhyadpvirfmr68</blockquote>
  张乐逾一看,她就躲,脸更侧向一旁,嘴角却隐隐挂着笑。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>nk9qec7jspiyxtamwaolr1gmcfbh6hnbdydjz0uo</blockquote>
  张乐逾无声地回笑她。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>1gi6d7mgvbeyluozvn0sflctsckuwhyw5arpa2oq</blockquote>
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  谢笛的性子倒是一直没变过,一向这么坦率别扭又可爱。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>znbrffbytioetge8ozu71dwckln24qv6xgjdqcyx</blockquote>
  两人感情刚当初刚有苗头时,她才上高二。起初张乐逾跟她偶遇时,还觉得新奇,因为两人一向没什么私下交情。后来发现这样不经意间的见面越来越多,多到几乎每次张乐逾每次回大院都能在院门口或者篮球场碰到谢笛。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>n3qmp0bsa9ubqgzzjoy7thdflircvhgkwkxto4li</blockquote>
  先前他都没往那方面想,直到有次在他学校里遇见谢笛一个人乱晃,东张西望象是在找什么人。张乐逾站到她面前,一开始谢笛没反应过来,只见霎时间她满脸涨红。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>sqbafbrtuxgmzc8quls09jovjrfkedxh4tvhn3gm</blockquote>
  张乐逾心下明了,可碍于她是王思鉴的妹妹,在自己的学校里总不能这样遇见了就不管不问。张乐逾本来说带她去外面吃点东西,谢笛先是脸红着推脱,后来又改口就在学校食堂吃。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>r42hfwd7zrwji1zydjg8eikmbnukc05x9gbfatyh</blockquote>
  于是气氛就变得奇怪又诡异,食堂朴素又干净的铁面桌皮反射出两人面对面坐着的样子。两人交谈的话不多,心里都有鬼。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>cv8sesjgkvndh0krdpxwuu4x7ob6ftzielmybjaq</blockquote>
  谢笛心想:太丢人了……这么大的学校怎么还能迎面撞见呢?想偷偷跑都跑不了。又怎么就坐下来吃饭了……可是我不饿啊……<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>7f2pbttoyn3eehjddkvql8ufzvgpchkoaxmzibnl</blockquote>
  可是环顾四周,偶尔也有私是男女朋友的学生这么坐着。谢笛除去尴尬多了些美滋滋:他们两人这样坐着,好像日常一起上课、吃饭的大学情侣……回过神觉得自己思维过于发散,现实中两人这是头一次单独吃饭。不能太贪心啊,谢笛警告自己。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>t1szqiuklagjt8yrqhwa572vrcjgshodio3yfwed</blockquote>
  而另一头的张乐逾更多是不自在。谢笛穿了件粉色的羽绒服,看得出来刻意打扮了一番。他们学校属于理工科,男生多女生少,乌压压的男生中靓丽的女生本就显眼,万一让班上那些不着调的人正好碰见,免不得生出尴尬。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>0rkezpvx5yjaakbvl9usoc6jdmlgb7uexqozstnf</blockquote>
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  张乐逾正这么想着,便感觉到肩膀被人拍了怕。站在身后的人声音抑制不住地兴奋喊他:“逾哥。”<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>pnacpwdj5odoz8hry7wnljbt6rveis0mxqzblqta</blockquote>
  坐着的两人纷纷抬头。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>tcltod7ks30ycpxzraogvdjbmysnwheibq6fkq4j</blockquote>
  是张乐逾的室友。“又跟妹子吃饭?”<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>qpfdgsvni1l9ofykneetygjzxctpzsmj03l5ai4v</blockquote>
  什么叫做又?<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>47vejlkwvipskath9yptm5db6czcj3bhxaqfuzwg</blockquote>
  他这句话里能吐槽的东西太多,张乐逾皱着眉头,解释道:“朋友的妹妹来学校,正好碰到了就带着过来吃点东西。”<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>3cqf5yzryxhnmae9zcirlhtsnb4jo8slfgjv0kdu</blockquote>
  那个室友挑挑眉,笑得一脸灿烂,看看谢笛又看看张乐逾,殷勤地点点头:“懂~我懂的。”<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>sceunkeimghx7a6qrpb0ln9fwsjoymdxzcfoz5qu</blockquote>
  “你们先吃,我去打个饭。”他只是打个招呼,便识相地退场了。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>ik2zcohoba1hrrv4tfv098ezp6ytsuimeslbjpfg</blockquote>
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  张乐逾回正身子,看向谢笛。怕她误会些什么,又怕她尴尬。“我室友不太正经,你不要介意。”<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>vsbcaynhjg57dgqfilen2bu4ulidjre1pwwkxq8p</blockquote>
  谢笛点点头。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>lbfaszynpuvdxh9y6dvc7kuirqtlt53bkhr402p1</blockquote>
  “大学里男生也基本都是这个样子,女孩子最好晚了不要一个人乱逛。”<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>3quzikerfncy96wm7fpexaidsh1soxw8v5gubalj</blockquote>
  “下次要来还是让王思鉴陪你。”<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>hgkofrxaqqse9vbuiclng1dsf0vux63dyj8y5tjr</blockquote>
  谢笛低头吃饭,眼里却多了些神伤。她多希望自己不是他口中朋友的妹妹,希望撇去王思鉴的关系,两人多些单独的机会。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>zc1le9vbigtv30b8zsy5xowhxlc7dparoykhfjwk</blockquote>
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  吃完饭张乐逾没留她,甚至在谢笛眼里张乐逾几乎是变相撵她走,直接送她去了校门口。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>mvbwlnyq5tixdbg6dj48xh71ctklzvfgoes0errh</blockquote>
  这会子,谢笛特别舍不得,哪怕能再多留半小时也好。下午跑到他学校里倒是没什么顾虑,可这会当着他的面却不敢多说些话,生怕多说多错。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>fcqpkyi7zfju4hx0sbz5w93vodttqgemcuxp8krl</blockquote>
  张乐逾在帮她打车,余光望见这小姑娘一直盯着马路对面的彩灯。明眼人都能看出来,她来这里是为了谁,那么多次的“偶遇”又是从何而来。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>sdywo3yleqtzvujpox06gsib9xtmh4fkbrhn571v</blockquote>
  可眼下片刻,华灯初上,校门口繁华热闹。谢笛安静地站在他旁边,一个眼神都不愿意往旁边瞥,连看都不看他。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>8qfp5oxvwgr12hatnkipu0kzfgmz6bltexssl9ay</blockquote>
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  车到了,张乐逾送她上车。谢笛坐在后座上,扒着窗户望他。她眼里有光,张乐逾看不明白,或者是看明白了又故意忽略,他一手插在口袋里另一只手挥了挥:“回去吧,路上注意安全。”<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>qh5pgvpsgdib3ck4whz8szuydlat0mimonjuxqxc</blockquote>
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  回到宿舍,免不了被室友打趣。<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>zahczlrmfs0ym4s9vo26ebupyn1hd5wjor3waixe</blockquote>
  他正经解释:“真不是,就是一个院里的妹妹,认识好多年了。”<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>hubiftbhsne0n6szkvrqc7wxamr52cyqu43pojfo</blockquote>
  室友不行:“扯吧。”<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>iogpp7gyljkrnmoetncudq9fsyhlazvubzh24rt8</blockquote>
  “你们是没看到,张乐逾说话那姑娘偷偷瞧他,眼里满满的喜欢就差溢出来了。”<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>j6ogwk4razmti1joyqse7xum0pdzryegdfbwhn9p</blockquote>
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  害,说起来我大学里都没正经谈过一次恋爱。这样日常恋爱的过程,我也好想经历一次啊(爆哭)<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>r6i4swxrleatqnqmfy3shpct5c8fublgdzi1xkve</blockquote>
  太惨的solo经历,只有珍珠珍珠珍珠珍珠才能安慰我了<blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>ui1quv2abrqgebzcm7hcp64dzhdslwltjyokajyi</blockquote><blockquote cite='https://.po18.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>awokqjs5gdilbyndg2eftayebruvzcr703xu46wz</blockquote>